It's no secret to many of you my friends that my ex has been trying to find me for some time now. Up to recent she didn't even know I had moved out of state. Tongitht I was chatting with a friend who was asked by her where I was now. My friend decided to answer wholly and truthfully (but leaving out details of city and address.) I don't know if it's satisfying or sad to hear that she burst into tears at hearing about my life and how good I have things, while moaning her decisions that she made to hurt, and leave me.
I'm trying not to feel happy about this, but what was done to me no one should have to go through. I've done my best to forgive and forget knowing that it would catch up with her in the end, but she systematically ran me into debt, took the money for bills and absconded with it after not paying bills for months and hiding that fact, told lies to our friends to drive wedges between us, and then made a decision that took something precious away before I even had a chance to know.
To hear that life, and karma, and time have not been kind to her should not make me feel happy, but it does. I have this dark glee inside me that makes me want to jump, dance, and sing. I know this is wrong of me, and is not the way of who I am normally, but I'll let it go.... just for tonight.
